Choices..

Last night i came home from work a little stressed to say the least. I had a 45min drive home and in that time i'd played karaoke & exhausted my CD's.. yes i'm still old school & haven't connected my iphone up yet!.. in this time I'd started stewing about my life & choices. I had an interview booked Fri morning & now had mixed feelings. On the off-set it all seemed so cut & dry but i'd had a couple of niggles which had started to eat away at me. Luckily for me my better half is astute to my personality & could tell that something deeper than plain ol nagginess was wrong with me.. he cornered me & forced me to own up to my worries. I told him, then got upset, he gave me a big hug & told me he'd had a bad feeling about it & thinks that i'm making the right decision staying where i am. It felt like a big weight had instantly been lifted off my shoulders. I felt better instantly. I actually admitted to myself that my job works well for me alongside my photography, which is ultimately my goal & what i aspire to do & put all of my energy into! Time to focus on photography.

I got ready 8.30am this morning, got my camera equipment ready, i wanted to get some autumnal shots as the weather was perfect. It was clear & bright, we needed cat food so i decided to do a morning light shoot along the way. It was so nice to be out in the fresh air & i remember just thinking to myself that this is what i want to do more than anything. To develop my photography as-well as to someday become parents. Life choices bring you closer or further away to your dreams. I'd actually prayed for guidance before i spoke to Sion & he had then given me the answer.   YJ